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Subject:Baby
Time:01:16 pm
I doubt if anyone even uses this site still...but, my greatest dream came true. I gave birth to a gorgeous baby boy named Paxton on 5-17-12.
Josh and I couldn't be happier!
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Time:02:43 pm
April 8th I will be married 5 years.
More in love now than the day we met.

We also just purchased our first home - We close April 15th.

Next step, baby :o)
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Subject:Just an update
Time:09:31 am
So life has remained pretty steady since my last entry.
Josh and I are upgrading our living situation in April.. we're getting a townhome.
We are super excited.. we will have a huge master suite with a gynormous walk in closet, decked out bathroom complete with a garden tub and large glass shower... a loft, and 2nd bedroom.

We also plan on getting me pregnant sometime this year.. Im thinking around fall we'll start trying.
April is also our 5 year anniversary!!...time really flys!!

Anyways, here are some random photos!








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Time:06:16 pm
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Time:12:10 pm
i am so sick. i have strep throat. a horrible fever. chills.

and tomorrow, im offically on vacation.

(even though ive missed the past two days of work....uggh)
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Time:12:36 pm
my birthday is tomorrow, thurday my tattoo gets finished, and come friday i have a three day weekend.


yeeeeeeeeeees.
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Subject:....errr...
Time:08:49 pm
It's Friday night and I'm home. I've gotta work tomorrow...fortunately it's only a 5 hour shift. I just finished the last 3 beers in the fridge and I wish there were more. I could go to the store and pick up some more, but I think i'd end up regretting it in the morning. Besides, 3 beers on an empty stomach does some work. Josh is at work right now...he'll be home in a couple of hours.. and i'm going to do my best to be awake when he walks through the door. I just watched a movie on Oxygen... it's on again, actually. I've always been partial to romantic/comedic movies but the one that was just on is by far my favorite. Alot Like Love.
It has Ashton Kutcher and Amanda Peet in it...and it is the best damned movie. I just adore it. It makes me get all fuzzy inside because even though they're actors, it is so nice to witness people fall in love. I sorta miss it, you know? I remember how it felt to get so excited to see Josh every other day...looking foward to seeing him on the weekends.. the long phone conversations... I just miss falling in love. How fresh and new and scary and exciting and addicting it is to fall in love. Now that i'm in love, just thinking about falling in love makes me love him oh so much more. Does that make sense? ...It does to me.

It's actually hard to believe we're coming up on 4 years. It's gone by so fast. I really do see myself 30 years from now feeling the same way and being just as content.
People often times ask if i'm happy. I'm not happy all of the time. We're still young and our marriage is still very new, but I am more content with life than I had ever expected to be.
Im going to be 24 years old in less than a week, and I think I have accomplished alot for my age. It's not like I have something to prove to myself or anything, but I feel that I have made alot of the right choices for myself...and that I have alot of good values instilled in me. I just.. I think the next step honestly is to get through the next year and prepare myself to start a family. It's getting to the point where I would rather not go out to peoples homes to drink or to bars or what have you. I would rather stay at home and not surround myself in bullshit. I have some many friends in their 30s even that hang out and do the same old shit every fucking weekend. They're going nowhere fast. I mean, nothing. No relationship or stability whatsoever. It's just..I dont feel like I have it better than anyone but I have worked so hard to make myself the best I can on the inside, I have made a home with my husband that is stable and full of understanding and love and respect... I think within the next year it's time to move on with life. It's true. Life doesnt wait for you to get your shit straight. You've got to live.
And honestly I could give two flying fuck shits about what someone has to say about me. Or what I want. What he and I both want.

Josh and I have traveled a bumpy road the past eeeh 6 months. 4 months ago he was lost his job...he was laid off. He was making around $50 grand a year working for a mortgage company, but the company took a huge shit and he was cut hours at work and they eventually dwindled down to nothing. He has applied everywhere for similar jobs but has had no bites. He applied everywhere around town and had no luck, except he has landed a secuirty job at Target. It pays near to nothing but at least it's a steady income for now. He is still submitting resumes practically everywhere..so now we're just waiting.

Anyways...I ramble alot. You should hear me in person.

Random pictures, anyone?

OUR HOME
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WHO'S THAT?!
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JOSH WON 1,600 IN VEGAS ON OUR ANNIVERSARY LAST YEAR
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JOSH AND HIS IDOLS!
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ME, TRASHED!
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WE HAVE FUN TOGETHERPhotobucket

OUR WEDDING RECEPTIONPhotobucket

US!
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GOOFY BASTARD
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HE'S SUPER SEXY
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JOSH AND MY DAD
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MYSELF AND MIA
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I LOVE HER SOOO MUCH
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CAKE IN FACE!
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STUPID, STUPID ME
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I LOOK SO INNOCENT
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EVERETT COCKATOO!
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DEEP IN THOUGHT
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AWWWW SOO CUTE...PSHHHHHHHH IN MY JAMMIES!
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JOSH AND OUR TARANTULA ALICE COOPER
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ME IN RARE FORM THESE DAYS..
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SO THAT'S THAT! Random pictures!!!
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Subject:Im babysitting.... a pig!
Time:09:20 pm
Yes, that's right! His name is Jimmy Dean and he is a 4 day old piglet...and the cutest little creature ever! He has been following me around the house all day grunting and snorting away! My friend got him at a feedstore....they sold his mommy and left two piglets behind. Sadly, Jimmy Dean's sibling died.

He is such a smart little piggy.. I **HAD** to babysit him for just one night... I couldnt resist!!


And go fucking figure, I have no batteries at home for my camera...
However I brought Jimmy over to my parents house and my mom took a ton of pictures so hopefully in the near future I can post them!

If you think you dont have a heart, all you have to do is meet a baby piggy <3
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Subject:Happy St Patricks Day!
Time:06:52 pm
Current Mood:workin on a buzz
So I just scarfed down a large cornbeef sammich and I am on my 2nd beer...10 to go before bed! ;-D


I hope everyone has a great day! What an excuse to get smashed!!
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Time:03:03 pm
It's 3:30 in the afternoon, and I just woke up.
I have a horrible stomach ache, my hair reaks of cigarette smoke, and I could probably drink 3 gallons of water...but then i'd be dead.


Last night was pretty disappointing. I have a horrible habit of making expectations on Saturday nights and half the time I would have enjoyed myself so much more staying in than having to deal with the disappointment of the people I surround myself with.
I know that sounds horrible of me to say, but it's true. I just had a bad weekend, is all.

I was supposed to work on Saturday, but a coworker of mine needed extra hours so I told her she could work my shift because I now have Fridays off. Who could pass up a 3 day weekend, you know? So Thursday night was fine. Josh and myself went over to my parents house to play Wii and drink some beers. We had a really good time and I thought "Hey! This weekend is gonna rock!" But Friday night came and we hit a brick wall. My eeehh best guy friend Zak and my husband have become really good friends over the years. Zak has always had a substance abuse problem. He is an alcoholic.. I mean he went to treatment and everything and he drinks more than I ever could in a lifetime. Well Friday he called us to come over and visit him. He was all by himself playing a videogame...so Josh asked Zak if he could join in and kick his ass at football. Well, my husband is quite the smartass and you couldnt expect much more from him. He jokes around alot and if you know how he is, you know he means no harm. Long story short Josh said something smartass to Zak and Zak took it the wrong way and being completely shitfaced got incredibly angry and irrational and this huge verbal fight took place. I mean...gah! It was horrible. Zak pretty much told Josh he loved him as a friend but didnt know why, and that maybe he had to love him because Zak has loved me forever and all this crap..So after Zak made that statement Josh blew up on him, thinking that Zak was in love with me. Then! I had to jump in and tell Josh to cool down and that was not what Zak had meant when he said "love". They calmed down for a bit..a good 15 minutes, I then went to use the bathroom and when I came back into the room they were at it again. I was so fucking pissed the fuck off, I just told them to both shut up and we left.
So. That was my Friday night. I dont know what is going to happen with the friendship. I just told Josh to stay away from him for a good month or so. My friendship with Zak went down the drain about 6 years ago because I found myself in the same situation that my husband had to go through.
It's sad though, to see someone drink so much they push people away.
See, if we would've stayed home, it would've never happened.

So, thats what we did. Josh and I went home and bought a 12 pack and watched Good Luck Chuck.
I didn't care for it.

Saturday night we had a full plate. It was my sister in laws birthday, plus there were two St Pattys Day parties going on. We went to a bar to hang out with my sister in law and my brother..met up with some old friends and had a couple beers. I wanted to stay longer than an hour but Josh was eager to go over to our friend Heathers place for a party. Which, heh, the party consisted of 5 people? But nonetheless we had a good time. Josh had a pitcher of beer at the bar, and theeeeeeen he drank 3/4 a bottle of Sailor Jerrys, so around 3:30am he was completely smashed, acting incredibly goofy and it sucked for me because I was completely fucking sober. Yes, sober!...I had to drive. So I sat back and watched him get all goofy shitty and eventually I got really exhausted and irritated watching him so I told him we were leaving. He was ok with that, but then we got into a little argument on the way home because he wanted to go to yet another party at four in the fucking morning! I told him noooooo...because I know how he is when he's drunk and that he would pass out in the car on the way there. He kinda shut up after that comment and I drove us home. Sure as shit, the motherfucker passed out as soon as we walked in the door. I know my man.

Sooo yeah I had a bad weekend...or not too bad, I just thought I was gonna have a really good one. Josh is at work right now and I am in my PJs. Really the only thing I have to do today is go to Wal-Mart.....UUUUUUUUUUUGH!


But enough bitching.

All in all i've been doing really well! I am still working at an animal hospital...it'll be 5 years in May.
Josh and I will be celebrating our 4 year anniversary in 23 days, and our 2 year wedding anniversary as well! We couldnt be a better couple, honestly. We rock ;-D

I finally got my 1st tattoo a week ago.. I have to go back for a 2nd session in a couple weeks. I got an ocean scene on my foot. The main focus is a large starfish, then I have seaweed and coral and sand...and water! It is beautiful..just cant wait til it's finished.

Well shit, I need to start my day now...I will write more later!
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